Let the knots unravel. Let the seed break open. Let the healing take root.
You’ve done the work—therapy, support groups, maybe an intensive. You’ve named the trauma. You’ve walked through the pain.
But something inside still feels tight… incomplete… stuck.
This retreat is for the woman who’s ready to reconnect with herself on a deeper level — beyond words, beyond loops of thought, deeper than the painful memories, back to a time before the foundations shook.
This is a healing journey into your own inner ground, supported by a safe, legal psilocybin experience and surrounded by women who understand betrayal.
Upcoming dates: June 9–14, 2026.
Facilitated by Dr. Jake Porter
In partnership with Odyssey Psilocybin Services
Why Psychedelics?
Therapeutic use of psychedelics opens a space in the mind where emotional processing, grief, and meaning-making become possible in new ways.
Research shows this medicine may:
- Support neuroplasticity and re-patterning of trauma responses
- Facilitate grief integration and emotional release
- Deepen access to inner knowing, compassion, and truth
This is not a shortcut or a bypass. It is a reverent, grounded opportunity to go further into your own healing—held within a structured and trauma-informed container.
This experience will utilize psilocybin mushrooms as the psychedelic medicine.
The Untangled Experience Includes:
- Two guided psilocybin sessions in a licensed, clinical setting
- Three integration days with group process, gentle movement, and nature-based practices
- A beautiful, forested retreat setting designed for depth and safety
- Daily meals, lodging, and transportation
- Two post-retreat Zoom integration sessions (included)
For women who...
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Have experienced betrayal trauma and now feel emotionally or spiritually “stuck”
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Have already begun healing work but feel ready for deeper reconnection
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Are no longer in acute crisis, and are stable enough for non-ordinary states of consciousness
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Want to loosen the knots of trauma and come home to themselves
Program Overview
Duration: Tuesday evening through Sunday morning
Location: Fernlove, near Gaston, Oregon. Nestled on 30 private acres of forest near Henry Hagg Lake, participants will experience immersion in nature for healing and be able to relax on the deck with stunning forest views, hike on-site trails, or simply unwind in this serene, wooded setting.
Participants: Limited to 10 women
Lodging: Both private and shared room options are available.
Meals: All meals are included in the cost of the retreat and will be served at the venue.
Travel: Participants should fly into Portland, Oregon. Car rental is unnecessary; Uber, Lyft or similar ridesharing options are encouraged.
Investment: $8,150 (Includes therapy, psychedelic facilitation, lodging, and meals. Does not include travel.) A limited number of need-based partial scholarships and discounts are available.
About Dr. Jake Porter, LPC, NCC, CSAT-S, CMAT, CCPS, CPAP
Jake Porter is a Licensed Professional Counselor, nationally recognized expert in betrayal trauma and attachment healing, and the founder of Daring Ventures and the Couple–Centered Recovery® model. He is also a Certified Psychedelic-Assisted Psychotherapist through the Integrative Psychiatry Institute (IPI), trained to ethically and effectively guide trauma survivors through altered states of consciousness for therapeutic integration.
With over two decades of experience, Jake’s work is rooted in the intersection of developmental neuroscience, trauma theory, attachment psychology, and spirituality. He brings a uniquely grounded and heart-centered presence to his clinical work—bridging science and soul, structure and surrender, healing and wholeness.
Jake is known for creating deeply safe containers for transformation—particularly for those navigating the complex grief and identity shifts of betrayal trauma. His facilitation style blends clinical precision with spiritual openness, honoring the sacred unfolding of each person's healing process.
He will be physically present throughout the entire Untangled retreat, offering daily grounding, group integration, and nervous system attunement as you move through this sacred experience.
A Personal Letter from Dr. Jake...
Dear betrayed partner,
For over a decade, I’ve walked alongside women navigating the heartbreak of betrayal trauma. I’ve witnessed the courage it takes to survive—not just the rupture itself, but the long, uncertain journey of healing. And for the past three years, I’ve been pursuing something I believe could serve as a missing piece for many on that path: psychedelic-assisted psychotherapy.
Since first learning about the research, I’ve become convinced that this modality holds incredible potential—especially for women who feel like they’ve done so much work, and yet still feel stuck. Stuck in grief. Stuck in identities that no longer fit. Stuck in anger. Stuck in the injustice of it all. Stuck in places where their hearts feel frozen or unreachable.
I believe psilocybin can gently, reverently help unstick those places—not by bypassing them, but by opening the kind of spaciousness where grief can flow, insight can emerge, and inner truth can rise. In the course of my own training, I had the opportunity to experience this modality for myself, and I can say with deep sincerity: it was one of the most meaningful, healing, and transformative experiences of my life.
If you come from a Christian background, you may have some resistance. I understand. For many of us, the idea of using a psychedelic substance in our healing work may seem strange or concerning. Let me speak directly to that: I believe this work, when done ethically, is not at odds with Christian faith or values. In fact, I have come to believe this plant medicine is a gift from God, one of the most powerful means of healing I’ve ever witnessed—where truth is revealed, shame is undone, and the fractured heart is gathered back together in love.
This retreat is not a shortcut. It is not a guarantee. And it is certainly not for everyone. But for the right woman, at the right moment, with the right support—it may be the very soil where transformation can begin to take root. I offer this space with reverence, training, and humility. You will be held in structure, in science, in sacredness.
If something in you is stirring, I invite you to explore further. Ask questions with openness and curiosity. And if it’s time to move toward your own unfurling, I will be honored to walk beside you.
With hope,
Frequently Asked Questions
Psilocybin‑assisted psychotherapy combines the administration of psilocybin, a naturally occurring psychedelic compound (mushrooms), with structured therapeutic support before, during, and after the medicine session. In settings like Oregon, where psilocybin services are regulated, licensed clinicians and trained facilitators provide a safe, intentional, and supportive container designed to help individuals engage with deep emotional and psychological material.
Unlike recreational use, this approach does not rely on the drug alone. The medicine is embedded in a therapeutic process that includes preparation sessions to build safety and trust, guided sessions with supportive professionals, and post‑experience integration to help participants make meaning of their insights and apply them in daily life.